you're never fully dressed without a smile.

2007-12-22T01:26:00.000+08:00

Blue Eyes Blue - Eric Clapton

I thought that youd be loving me.
I thought you were the one whod stay forever.
But now forevers come and gone
And Im still here alone.

cause you were only playing,
You were only playing with my heart.
I was never waiting,
I was never waiting for the tears to start.

It was you who put the clouds around me.
It was you who made the tears fall down.
It was you who broke my heart in pieces.
It was you, it was you who made my blue eyes blue.
Oh, I never should have trusted you.

I thought that Id be all you need.
In your eyes I thought I saw my heaven.
And now my heavens gone away
And Im out in the cold.

cause you had me believing,
You had me believing in a lie.
Guess I couldnt see it,
I guess I couldnt see it till I saw goodbye.

Chorus

cause you were only playing,
You were only playing with my heart.
I was never waiting,
I was never waiting for the tears to start.

It was you who put the clouds around me.
It was you.

Chorus

Oh, I never should have trusted you.
Oh, I never should have trusted you.
Oh, I never should have trusted you.

2007-12-22T00:48:00.001+08:00

I've lost 3 of the most important people in my life this year.

I'm not sure if I can handle another one.

2007-10-21T01:47:00.000+08:00

I travelled to Old Airport Road wanting to eat Lor Mee . .

only to find, the stall has been DESERTED by the stall owners with bowls of Lor Mee licked clean by the day's customers.

dumb luck.

No LOR MEE!!

me and beewee decided we must try the famous ROJAK!

#1
You had to take a Queue number. (either the place is very high-tech, or all the fame from food shows had ballooned their heads)

#2
We waited for about 75 mins to get a plate of Rojak.

It seems that the owners looked to be in their 70s.

they "peng" the you tiao and tau pok serving by serving

and cut the ingredients servings by servings too, ensuring optimum freshness!!!

which was great!!!

and people are willing to wait patiently for their rojak!

I can only wonder how they cope with the lunch crowd.

2007-10-12T02:21:00.000+08:00

I'm have too much free time it's getting to me.

I feel so alone at times.
I don't know if I'm reading into things too much or . . . .

I haven't had much fun or laughter since the holidays started.

I suck at holidays.

Maybe I should have gotten a job to help me pass time then I won't feel so shitty.

Driving only takes up 1 1/2hour of a day each lesson.

All I've been doing is catching all the shows which start after 10p.m

because I only wake up when the clock strikes 3p.m

Just one more month to go before I start school.
Maybe it'll get better by then

.

.

.

.

hopefully

2007-10-06T18:28:00.001+08:00

my hair is fucking ugly

2007-09-26T02:35:00.000+08:00

I AM SO IN LOVE WITH ELLA AGAIN

I've been watching her videos the whole afternoon!

she's still as freaking good as I've known her to be.

I and Bee Wee think Ella and Hebe make a good gay couple!!!

anyways I was trying to vote for S.H.E for some awards thingy

and

I totally couldn't read the chinese words

it wrote '您的电邮*:'

I wrote my handphone number!! hahaha

2007-09-11T15:38:00.000+08:00

Balance Sheet of Life

Our Birth is our Opening Balance
Our Death is our Closing Balance
Our Prejudiced Views are our Liabilities
Our Creative Ideas are our Assets
Heart is our Current Asset
Soul is our Fixed Asset
Brain is our Fixed Deposit
Thinking is our Current Account
Achievements are our Capital
Character & Morals, our Stock-in-trade
Friends are our General Reserves
Values & Behaviour are our Goodwill
Patience is our Interest Earned
Love is our Dividend
Children are our Bonus Issues
Education is Brands/Patents
Knowledge is our Investment
Experience is our Premium Account
The Aim is to Tally the Balance Sheet Accurately

The Goal is to get the Best Presented Accounts Award

got this from an e-mail

2007-08-13T14:31:00.000+08:00

I LIKE!

When are you shipping these over GAP?

I wanted to go for a jog

2007-08-12T17:30:00.000+08:00

but it's raining.

I can't wait till Sat is over.

2007-08-10T01:58:00.000+08:00

My last presentation of this sem.
and I'll get 1 week study break.
3 examinable modules.

ELEVEN WEEKS OF HOLIDAYS!!!!!!!
HURRAY HURRAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
long awaited holidays man.

all my troubles away too. . . .. . . .. . .
all my irritation away. . . . . . . .

Jing Yi will be coming back!!!!
my Swimming partner.

I'll be so much happier than what I am as of NOW. =))

You are my sunshine
my only sunshine
you make me happy
when skies are grey
you never know
how much I love you
please don't take
my sunshine
awayyy

A hectic 2 weeks.

2007-07-21T17:21:00.001+08:00

End of it.
Feel so relax I wish I could kick off my slippers and walk by the beach of Koh Samui.
or maybe take a dip in the water.
and look stupid using a goggles to watch the fishes swim around my feet.

most of my major tests are over.
I wish for the exams to be over soon.

It's all quiet

2007-07-14T14:37:00.000+08:00

except for the music playing.
my fingers typing.
the sound of my fan.

2007-07-14T00:05:00.000+08:00

i love brown and adore green . . says:
it's fri the 13
i love brown and adore green . . says:
and my day sucks
i love brown and adore green . . says:
i feel sucky
i love brown and adore green . . says:
everything sucks.
i love brown and adore green . . says:
sometimes i just let things get to me.
sherry says:
yeah
sherry says:
you shldnt!!
sherry says:
stay optimistic
i love brown and adore green . . says:
you know
i love brown and adore green . . says:
u just have those days
i love brown and adore green . . says:
we all do .
sherry says:
yeah man

I failed my NAFA.
Say I'm stupid to get a lil affected by it.
Mock at me. Whatever.
I WILL get over it.

Today really sucks.
I doubt tmr will be a better day.

YOU(ridulous thoughts) that go through my mind
GET LOST AND GO AWAY!

FUCK OFF!

Transform!!

2007-07-02T00:03:00.000+08:00

I just watched TRANSFORMERS like 2 days in a row.
haha. the show rocks!
I love Bumble BEE.

Megan Fox is HOT.

ok. I'm suppose to like start doing my tutorials
cause I'm slacking behind.
and my International Treasury and Finance SUCK!
and my teacher is pretty bitch.
and she totally rushes into explanations.
and I totally don't get it.
maybe cause I don't do tutorials.
OK LAH. my fault la!

I will buck up.

I'm so tired.

My head's pain.

I'm suppose to exercise.

One wierd thing about me I find,
is that the nearer NAFA comes,
the less I prepare for it.
Irony eh?

I probably jump like 90m or something.
since I suck at it.
and probably not even have the strength to pull myself up.
haha. Incline pull-ups are the worst ever.

I should just transform!!!!!!!!!!
into a Boat and sail away to find Jack Sparrow, Will Turner and Elizabeth Swan and join then in their exciting adventures!!!!!

I'm such an owl.

2007-06-11T01:02:00.000+08:00

Holidays are here!

which means, late nights and even late-r sleep-ins.

sleep sleep sleep is all I've been doing these few days.

blame it on the stupid flu.

Chase finally came to my house last week.

I hardly come across the time I took a decent picture with Chase despite being friends for soo long. =)

I Love Cecelia Ahern

Her new book!

ANYWAY Thank you bw, for calling me:

a) book worm.

b) geek.

c) call centre ah toot.

I am d) ALL OF THE ABOVE

and I'm happy to be me (most of the times) =)

Busy busy busy.

2007-06-04T01:19:00.001+08:00

Last week was filled with tests.

Finally met up with Chase and Seek.
When was the last time the three musketeers were together!!
Haha!
Squeezed ourselves into the horrendous ren shan ren hai IT show at Suntec.

Then headed down to VIVO!!!
=) I like vivo!
it's not the shopping that interests me.
more like the FOOD!!! hahaha!!

I was taken aback by how much Chase actually knows me.
haha. She wanna refrain me from walking into Pull and Bear
HOW CAN!
esp. since she loves the shop too.
They got the cardigan I was looking for. =)

We had dinner at White Dog Cafe, I think.
I love the sauteed mushrooms!!
the garlic... I love garlic.
seek's squid ink pasta tasted funny.
and made her lips and teeth BLACK!
haha. black kisses.

Mel gave us a lift to Marina for Midnight sales
and sent me home. Thks.
and she took a picture in my toliet.
hahaha.

Anyway. I got S.H.E new CD.
It's horrible. It's probably the worst ever!
Seriously. They're capable of something better.
It's damn dumb. I only ~~like~~ 1 stupid song.
BUT
Ella is as cool as usual =))
I still love her.

I spent one whole day doing 1 tutorial.
how pathetic.
and I'm still not done yet!
and any subject that has 'International' is freaking hard!
I shall pray that my sad soul has somewhere to go after poly.

I Love Keds

2007-05-27T01:05:00.000+08:00

I also love Mischa Barton!! =))

<- I love this shoe!!!!!!!

I think I really love this shoe.

PLEASE SHIP THIS TO SINGAPORE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

KEDS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

my brother just sleep talked.

2007-05-19T22:54:00.000+08:00

a string of sentences came out.
haha. and he's talking about games.
boys will be boys.

I received a packages from Sonia a few days ago.
She send me a PAD(so sonia), a postcard and a coin pouch.
haha. my first package ever!!!

Im as bored as ever.
I was either at home or at eastpoint today.
bought tons of washing detergen and softener!!
hahaha.

I tell u I've been eating and eating so much.
Im so scared Im going gain back all my weight.
and NAFA is here.
Im not swimming as often as before.
Sch is horrible.
haha. Anyone know about Exterior Car Modification??

hmm.

2007-05-10T14:32:00.000+08:00

I typed an entry yest.
only to get it "deleted" by my com.
even computers have their tempers too.

I'm waiting for bee wee to finish sch.
my sch ended like 1 hour ago.
she ends at 4!

you know somedays u just feel like being a b**** and whine and throw your temper?
this is one of those unlucky days.

I haven't met Chase for ages.
I just met Seek and Jing yest for dinner.
apparently Jing is leaving for Beijing on sat.

Sat is like a so many events day :
My dad's birthday
Mother's Day (right?)
Jing Flying off.
hahaha. actually that's it.
but it seems like a lot.

something happened this week.
damn for scolding me for something which is entirely not my fault.
I've been bringing a glass of water to my room everynight.
to be waking up to that in the middle of the night is just horrible.
We hardly see you anymore.
and your Boss seriously is horrible.
I've seen him. He's probably one of "those type of guys"
but don't take it out on us.

maybe like what my brother said
"Have family like don't have family like that"
it's half true.

Puma Puma Puma

2007-05-02T23:33:00.000+08:00

I AM a Puma freak.
Jessie helped me buy that Puma polo tee I've been looking for.
Vanessa helped be get that Puma belt I saw last time.
and my Puma jacket at home.

I'm bored.
had 3 lectures today.
and I'm not even sure if there's tutorial homework to be done for tmr.
ah....... I feel pulu.

I'm suppose to write a 2000+ words report on my attachment at Wing Tai.
I don't know where to start.
what to write.
what's the business process.
what what what what what. . . . . .. . . . ..

my eyes are tired.
I feel like sleeping.
but I need to do something.

I'm bored.

2007-04-01T21:42:00.000+08:00

Met Chasey the mouse yesterday!!!!
haha. like FINALLY!!!!!
=)) and I kept bitching!!

we went to marks and spencer and shopped for chocs and snacks!!
haha. easter eggs can only mean.
Easter's coming.
not that I have a religion?
so I can't really remember what all these events are about ever since I stepped out of SAC.

Met Wee wee, Fiona and Jovin at grapevine later.
haha. I found out something.
so funny. to think the people who you've heard about last time in right in front of you.
Dax and Crystal dropped by later.
they are going Malaysia at 6.30a.m and they haven't changed any RM!

ok. I suddenly think I'm typing boring stuff.

continuing with my boring talk
I woke up early to travel all the way to Bukit Batok with my dad to see Memphis.
Seekee's sister's, Joyce, 1 month old baby!
all babies are cute!! =)) and posh(a dog) kept licking me!!
haha. I ate before I left the house and I ate again when I reached.

Omg! I can see my GIANTIC stomach in front of me now!
so huge!!!!!!!!!!!!! can't stand it!

I've never been so tired travelling to and fro.
so tired that I slept for 3 hours.
Dad ~~stole~~ my chicken soup! =((
it's alright! my Mum 's gonna get me a new one!!! Heh!!!!!

Ok I'm damn bored.
And I'm wondering how Jessie is with the cows in NZ.
if she'll bring some freshly squeezed milk back!!
hahaha! if she knows how to squeeze milk in the first place.

and that WEE WEE starts watching that show without me!!!!
she's gonna pay!!!!!! big time!!!!!!!!
I'm gonna bully her ~~forever~~
HAHAHAHAHAHA

I did this for the past few hours (don't laugh!)

2007-03-25T23:56:00.000+08:00

O-i-shiii des

2007-03-18T22:38:00.000+08:00

omg. I'm craving for this!

Americano Cheese cake

and AWFULLY CHOCOLATE

which is awfully sinful.

but in awfully in agony not being able to eat this cake which is know to be so awfully delicious I can't resist and I'm awfully sure I'm gonna get my hands on the awfully good lookin cake!! =))

=)

2007-03-18T22:18:00.000+08:00

Wanton Mee?
No
Carrot Cake?
No
Ba Chor Mee?
No
Fishball Noodles?
No

These are foods I eat every now and then during lunch
so when my mum asked me what I wanted for breakfast this morning I was clueless.
I'm so sick of outside food.
I want home-cooked food.

My mum cooked oats for me today.
O-i-shiiiiiiii
why can't I cooked as nice as her's.
it's got me craving for more.

Shopping at Marina Square with my mum yesterday!!!
Song!!!
my mum seriously shopped man.
using the discount coupons.
dinner was at this Imperial don't know what. . .. Xiao Long Bao La Mian restaurant opposite Kenny Rogers.
It's SOOO SOOO much better than Ding Tai Fung I tell you!
their noodles come in such a BIG bowl.
super huge. Unless you're a glutton, you'll be able to finish.
it's soo soo worth it.
the prices are almost similar.
the Xiao Long Bao is O-i-shiiiii!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
omg! the soup, or whatever you call it, is sooooo nice!!!
I Love It!!!!

back to reality
I'm getting my results in like less than 2 hours time.
I need all the luck for us.
I believe we can pull through.

this is for bee wee!

2007-03-11T22:21:00.000+08:00

this is her
this is me

any similarities?

hmm........

2007-03-10T13:15:00.000+08:00

I'm online.
and I have no idea which website to go to.

I've read most of my friend's blogs,
checked my mail and all.

hmmmm.....

I went to the gym on monday.
don't laugh at me, cause
it was my FIRST time.
haha. I like the row boat thing.
maybe cause zoe tay used it to get that fabulous abs of her's.

I want a toned stomach too.
but looking at the way I'm going.
that's hardly gonna happen.
I'm snacking. eating ice cream.
after monday.
my right leg's calf was aching.
and make me feel like laughing whenever I walk.

My work at office isn't so boring now.
I've got someone to talk to.
she kinda reminds me of Dawn.
we're talking and laughing most of the time.
and hungry, or rather "mouth itchy" every now and then.
and we share the same feelings of this lady who does this "ulp" sound ever so often it bothers us.
thank god she's now moved to the 10th level.
hahaha. no more "ulp" sound.
I think it a bit disturbing.
pardon me, but it's as though someone wants to vomit and swallows it down.
ewwww......

my building felt the quake that day.
we had to evacuate the building twice.
haha. I didn't feel anything though.
maybe cause I was walking and "moved" together with it.
hahahaha

the others who felt it were afraid to die at such a young age!
hahahaha.
we ended up with a 2 hour lunch break!!! =))

everytime I see the ipod nano.
I wonder when I'll be able to lay my hands on one.
and call it my very own.
I like the blue or black one.
I'll find a way to get it soon.

Music & Lyrics is a very nice movie.
I love Drew Barrymore.
ever since I knew she was that little girl who acted in E.T.
she not like that typical hollywood stars which are so skinny and all.
I like the way she talks. =)

it's been a week

2007-02-17T12:34:00.000+08:00

I've been working for a week already.
I face the computer every minute im in the office
making me pretty sick of it.
well, I already have a stack of things on my desk.

I don't think im fit to be working in an office forever.
I just feel like stretching my legs and run about.

there's this lady who keep doing then "ulp" sound every now and then.
I'm quite irritated.
the only time I hear this sound is when vomit is going to come out.
so I'm pretty disgusted?
at times I just wanna shut her up.
damn.

the feeling of waking up late is so SONG!!!
=)) I love saturdays and sundays!

after reunion dinner last night
catched a movie with my cousin, bro and riza.
Ghost Rider.
It's a pretty good show.
well, unless you're super girly you probably will like it.
I like. Nicholas Cage.
I always remember him in the show Face Off.
staring him and John Travolta. =))

GOODBYE exams. HELLO work.

2007-02-11T23:11:00.000+08:00

mugging for the exams is over.
I'm left pretty drained out.
all the extremely late nights.
I am tired, wish I had a week's rest.

It's off to WingTai Holdings for 11 weeks starting tomorrow.
I'm excited cause they house all the brands I LOVE!!!!!
I'm hoping I get to enjoy some perks!!!!!

I only dread the travelling time.
though the address writes Tampines.
That place is so freaking near Hougang la.
near Swee's house.

no more passing through town district.
I'll be too lazy to take a train.
just the lil' old 53 taking me all the way to airport.

I just saw the S.H.E concert video.
no chance to see concert.
bo bian loh.
AND I'M ALL IN LOVE WITH ELLA AGAIN!!! *dreamy

ella is so freaking cool.
I'm waiting impatiently for part 3 of her idol drama to come out!!!
very impatiently indeed
I practically ask shops almost every other day!!!! haha
I hate to watch it on youtube.
not clear!!!!!!! some parts missing also.

wish me all the luck for tmr guys!!! =))

I'm so going to die!!!!!

2007-02-07T14:03:00.000+08:00

I AM SO GOING TO DIE!!!!!!!!

today had finance!
the paper was so freaking difficult.
I just hope I can pass!
everyone came out of the hall feeling horrible.

and the past few papers is totally horrible.
not enough time to finish.
not sure how to do.

I DON'T WANT TO REPEAT ANOTHER SEMESTER!! =((

silly cak.
you can do it. =)
I have confidence in you.

busy!!

2007-01-08T23:48:00.000+08:00

BUSY! busy! BUSY!
my schedule is busy.

I have 2 projects due this week and 2 tests.
I haven't even started studying for the test.
which is pretty bad.
there's loads to catch up.
someone pls give me another 678503425725 hours to study.
I just hope I can pass.

Im really happy for Jessie!!!!!
I thought she was kidding me when she told me that .. er ... "thing"
=))
kinda know how Chase felt?

meet ups meet ups after my exams pls!!!!!!!!
wonder which company I'll be posted to in IPP.
wish me luck! =))
I don't wanna be a ca fei mei.

This is so freaking cute!!

2006-12-12T22:31:00.000+08:00

I got this from somewhere.

2006-12-12T22:27:00.000+08:00

Today before you think of saying an unkind word
Think of someone who can't speak

Before you complain about the taste of your food
Think of someone who has nothing to eat

Before you complain about your husband or wife
Think of someone who's crying out to God for a companion

Today before you complain about life
Think of someone who went too early to heaven

Before you complain about your children
Think of someone who desires children but they're barren

Before you argue about your dirty house; someone didn't clean or sweep
Think of the people who are living in the streets

Before whining about the distance you drive
Think of someone who walks the same distance with their feet

And when you are tired and complain about your job
Think of the unemployed, the disabled and those who wished they had your job

But before you think of pointing the finger or condemning another
Remember that not one of us is without sin and we all answer to one maker

And when depressing thoughts seem to get you down
Put a smile on your face and thank God you're alive and still around

Life is a gift
Live it
Enjoy it
Celebrate it
And fulfill it.

And while you are at it, give love to someone today
Love someone with what you do and the words you say
Love is not meant to be kept locked inside of us and hidden
So give it away ... "Give Love to someone today !"

I'm lazy.

2006-12-03T17:30:00.000+08:00

and I'm bad influence on Jessie.
we are such slackers!!!!!!

Jess-c says:
i thhink we should meet up on sun study together!
Jess-c says:
1 we can meet up
Jess-c says:
2 we can study
Jess-c says:
3 we wun slack
i love brown and adore green says:
hahaha
i love brown and adore green says:
ph ya
i love brown and adore green says:
but i think we'll be lazy to get out of this freaking house

haha.
but I think the money in my card is looking sad.
we'll be going our seperate ways again.
like always, I don't know where the money goes too.
gosh. I have money management problem.

I'm suppose to pack my ever-so-messy table
cause my dad's having a party later.
and there'll be tours in the house again.
damn. I look at the hill of books and I'll feel sluggish.

and I'm kinda tired due to the lack of precious moments with my bed.
and I've been helping my mum out in the kitchen.
my hands stink of onions.
I want to sleep.
but I'm too lazy to bathe.
hahaha. what the hell.

I'll be going Bangkok later this month.
Won't be in town for Christmas.
not sure about my birthday though.
though I wish I could spend either 1 of the event here.
we'll see what the fickle minds of the adults results in. =)

I came across this picture

2006-12-03T12:51:00.000+08:00

Swee Bee Wee!!!

anyway my class guys and I are on a online shopping frenzy!!

nice shirt!! =)) excited! =)

I've been attacked by crows.

2006-12-02T17:50:00.000+08:00

Had a hard time sleeping due to my block nose!
I just stuffed a tissue into my nose the entire time.
and
I think my nostrils grew a bit bigger.
doesn't help that it's pretty big alr.
gosh. it's just gonna be as big as my brother's!!!!!!!!!!!!
hahahaha.

I just missed my bus when I step out of the Jungle today.
so I decided to take a cab.
then I felt a "thud" on the back of my head!
FREAK!!! a crow just hit me.
then another "thud".
I was freaking scared cause I looked around and there are so many freaking crows!!!
what the f**k!!!!
and no cab!!!
I cover my head with my hand.
but they still continue attacking my head!!!!
what the hell!!!!!!
gosh. I was kinda in a state of shock.
what's wrong with these crows.
I didn't offend them at all!
I hardly see crows. what more offend them.

my mum said it could the fact that I had a bag of fruit in my hand.

what the hell.

I used to think it was cruel to shoot them down.
now, I probably won't feel the same.

I'm gonna meet bee wee later! =)
I'm gonna take cab man.
freaking hell. later get attacked again.

2006-11-26T14:24:00.000+08:00

my sudden urge to blog is obstructed by the new upgradings on blogger.com

I was blog_hopping.
and passed by an old schoolmate's blog

the insecurities people face.
who's a stranger to that.

the uncertainty of where fate brings you.
the random moments where people feel down and alone.

I'm glad I've found a bunch of very good friends.
friends whom I suppose, I can count on.

despite not seeing each other often.
once we meet,
we can just pick off from where we started.
that sort of understanding we have of each other.

we've been through difficult times.
but managed to fight/talk through it all.

=)

2006-11-12T12:55:00.000+08:00

I had a series of bad dreams lately.
the whole of last night I was running away.
realised in everyday I was always running?

WHAT am I running from, in real life?

I can't figure it out.

the IKEA in Tampines is opening on 30th NOV!
yay!! swedish meatballs and poached salmon!

HERE I COME!! =))

I've also realised.
I've hardly met up with any friends these few weeks.
meet ups soon pls!! =))
esp. Chase, Jessie, Vanessa, Seek, Jing. (names not in any order of preference)

I wanna buy clothes.
I want that check bag.
I'm still thinking about it.
my shoulder bags are big, of wide, and I hate the wide one.
so I should get a practical one! lol.
hmm.. I can see Jessie wanting to kill me already.

anyway. I've been itching all over lately.
what's wrong man.
Don't tell me I'm gonna have eczema at the age of 18?

School's been pretty hectic lately.

2006-11-01T20:38:00.000+08:00

well. it's only the third week of school and we're doing projects alr.
which pretty much suck.

I was thinking of going to France for about 6 months for the exchange program.
and I forgot I was suppose to hand up and forms and all by noon today.
I only remember at 12.05p.m when Syaf reminded me.
How great?
or wells. I probably wouldn't be able to get in.
My grades aren't that great.

HAHA. we went to Jalan Kayu to eat prata today.
and walked some ulu road to the LRT.
First time I sat the LRT.

we head down to National Museum.
thinking we could see the exhibits for the project.
when we reached there and walked in.
we realised. . . .

National Museum wasn't opened yet.

the opening was on 7 December?

freak!
hahaha

So we headed down to Asian Civilisations Museum at Empress Palace or Place?

we got free admission!! NYP students what! lol

the place is pretty impressive. and quite interesting and all.
all the different racial groups.
I notice most of the stuff are donated by some guy called Edmond Chin and Mr. and Mrs Andy something.
hahahaha.

I have a 3 hours break tomorrow.
Kill me.
I just had diarrhoea.

I love snacking nowadays.

my brother is sleeping.

I'm freaking cold.

I hate the weather.

I wanna swim.

I've got cravings for all the delicious soup at The Soup Spoon.

I've got cravings for Yong Tau Foo.

I'm bored.

I should start doing my report now.

Dreadful . . . . . . .. . . . .. . . . . . .

My brother just woke up. . . . .
hahaha

I decided to be a good girl today!

2006-10-19T19:22:00.000+08:00

because my mum was so sweet as to buy black chicken soup for me.
and I'm feeling guilty for all the late nights out.
despite having school early in the morning the next day.

just finish eating dinner and
my stomach's making a lot of noise.
hahaha. not used to eating at this hour I suppose.

I had a whole day of lecture.
this is dreadful.

I had an urge to blog.
but now I can't think of what to write!
hahahaha.

I'm pretty sick!

2006-10-16T22:24:00.000+08:00

I'm down with the cough and block nose!
argh! this is horrible!
at such timing somemore.

haha. I had a dream last night.
I dreamt that I had fever and didn't need to go to school!
I was so happy.
thing was. I was only dreaming.

another thing in the dream was.
apparently, my so called fever was only 21degrees.
what fever!
haha. more like dead body.

HAZE IS HORRIBLE TODAY!

it's giving me headaches.
it made me sick.

when I'm sick.
I can't go for training.
esp. when I really feel like training.
and my puny muscles are turning jelly.
I can just see my jelly arms shaking now.
ewww........ gross!!!!!!!!!!!!
darn.

I met up with Jessie and Vanessa on friday!
hahaha. the "good-turned-naughty" Jessie skipped lessons for us.
oh we feel so honoured!! =))
Ikea's meatballs and salmon!!!
always puts a smile on my tummy. =)

it was a bag frenzy for me.
puma bags. and that check bag.
man! I'm still thinking about it.
I totally love the compartments!
aw. . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . .

Happy Birthday Bee Wee!

2006-10-11T12:48:00.000+08:00

omg I'm too tired that I read I have to go sch today.

when it's suppose to be next week!

thank god I confirmed.
or else I'll be making a wasted trip. *sigh

I've been really busy.

2006-10-11T12:29:00.000+08:00

for the past week.
been staying back for projects.
going to school early for project.
projects projects.
ICAs.
had 2 dinners to attend.
and camp during the weekends.

with so many things to do.
I've hardly had 6 hours of sleep everyday.
my health has taken a toll.

throat's pain.
probably due to all that coughing alex and harrold has been doing in school.
argh!

oh wells. ICAs are over.
but I have to be in school later at 2 for some NE lesson!
damn! can't they just give us a break!

sem 2 starts next week!
my timetable sucks.
practically have to be in school till 5 everyday.
and it starts early in the morning, like 8 or 9
only end early on friday.
kill me... ... .. ... . .. . .. . . . .. . ... .. .. .. . . .

speaking of the camp. it was quite "interesting"
they woke us up on sun at 4 a.m?

guess what we had to do.

play Amazing Race in NYP.
we're running ard the whole school.
oh well. at least I know there are 2 basketball courts in school.

we played for like 3 hours or so.

when we were done.

I was so tired I sat on a bench and fell asleep.

oh wells. was really quite a hectic week for me.
I'm badly need like 5000hours of beauty sleep!!

=))

Happy Children's Day!

2006-10-01T14:16:00.000+08:00

haha!

Welcome all the chocolates!
sweets!
little gifts!

goodbye to the additional candles mysteriously appearing on my birthday cake.

UPDATES!

2006-10-01T13:36:00.000+08:00

Friday [29/09/2006]

it's been a long time since a huge group of us met up.
though it was only the 5 of us! (Jessie,Seek,Lydia,Vaneh and me)
to think it's considered "huge" alr.
ahem. though we were all late!!
except for Seek!! which was a miracle!!

some of them said "dee's gown up already"
and I'm thinking to myself.
have I changed without me realising it?

Oh well.
I think we were a noisy bunch during our dinner.
too noisy that we notice the couple sitting beside us were hardly talking at all.
haha. how wierd?
or maybe our topics were wierd for them. haha!

midnight window shopping for us!
went to Tangs and check out watches!
tried dresses.
went to the Bra section and was totally amazed by their fitting rooms.
with Lydia there. you guys should have seen her!!
Jessie had to go off first.
then we headed to my house for a Movie Marathon.

Saturday [30/06/2006]

My Mum, Aunty and Housekeeper were shocked when the woke up.
cause they saw 4 sleeping bodies in the living room!
hahaha. should have just seen their expressions!!

met up with chase later in the day.
saw this really nice bag at Royal Sporting House!!
(Vanessa!!!!!! your sister !!!!!!!!)
haha.

Dawn gotta give me a suprise call at 12 plus .
haha.

anyways. I'm here at home resting for the day.
and heading to TPY at night.
and maybe drop by to see Noel and Vaneh after that.

blarrr...

2006-09-24T13:20:00.000+08:00

my mum is trying to make ee-fu mee now.
I hope it turns out right. haha!

hmm... well. I met up with Jessie yesterday!
that girl's been so busy the past month or so.
met a cute uncle at Art Friend. haha

then I saw my hula hoop.
and got it.
so I look dumb carrying a hula hoop around town.
haha. well, as Jessie said.
" I look dumb what".

my dad bought more "junk" home.
sigh.

cursed?

2006-09-21T11:11:00.000+08:00

Here I am.
at my computer.
late in the morning.
thinking. . . . . . .
if I should make that long trip down to school.
cause today's lesson will be playing with plastic fruits and crossword puzzle!!!
dumb. but might be fun. haha.

anyways. I think I was being CURSED yesterday!!
in the morning.
brush my teeth and accidentally hit my gum.
painful!
then during lesson break.
just as I was getting out for my seat.
I hit the cpu and it dropped on my feet.
now there's a blue black there.
super painful when you rub.
and then.
my phone dropped
woa! heart pain!

after lesson.
went to Sakae Sushi cos I thought I read 9 red plates for $9++
so much for perfect eyesight.
it was 9 colour plates for $9++
So me and BW happily ordered red plates.
and we ended up with 8 red plates on the table.
and 5 colour plates.
seriously. the way we eat and spend our money is scary!!!
haha. and the bill came up to $66plus after discount.

after dinner.
me and BW went to the arcade and played like crazy.
fine. we are little kids what!
we're still young what!
haha. played Time Crisis II.
and killed each other in Street Fighter & Marvel like CRAZY!!!!!!!
if you saw us. you'll probably would pretend you didn't know us.
haha. it's that crazy.
oh well. it was great fun! =))

we blew like $50plus the whole day.
gosh.

oh wells.
it's been long since I've updated.
and so many things have happened.
good and bad.
I'm happy! =))

6 more weeks.

2006-09-04T22:11:00.000+08:00

6 more weeks till next semester starts.
and we don't have a holidays.

finally we've come to the FINALE of TEP!!!!
studies for the coming 6 weeks. haha.
a few off days here and there though.
so much better. can sleep more.
I can see how seriously bad my eye bags are.

I feel like going on a holiday.
Koh Samui!!!
How beautiful it'll be to lay by the beach.
basking in the warm sun. =)) *bliss
just look at the water!!!!!!
so clear!!! swimming with the fishes.
paying S$8 for a massage!
maybe I'll go do my nails and feet or something.
eating super fresh seafood which cost a fraction of what you'll pay in S'pore.
I'm full of smiles just thinking of it. =)) =))

I shall go ask my mum.

EMO

2006-08-25T10:20:00.000+08:00

due to listening of too much emo songs.
I've become quite emo

it's friday.
another week of ELDC and then studies!
like finally.
no more 8.30 till 6 days

on my way to sch.
I saw a handicap parking lot.
suddenly thought of my late aunty.
she was a handicap.
despite that, she is very independent and capable.
and had really really good heart.
I love her for that.
still do.

thought of my grandfather too.
how it was when he passed away alone.
in the hospital.

suddenly miss them very very very much.

There's sharing session later

2006-08-16T10:49:00.000+08:00

so I'm in formal wear.

well, been busy the past few weeks.
haha. and I love it.
rather than having nothing to do.

last sat.
went down to changi village to see kayly and swee.
we slacked at subway.
then I went to buy food for my family while they went to finish their jobs.
haha. then went to my house before heading down to the "sale" to meet chase and seek.

apparently the sale had nothing much.
probably all the good stuff has been grabbed.
wasted trip!
so far somemore!! haha.

cabbed down to town with chase and seek.
walked ard. dinner and all.
then we found a cosy corner at starbucks and settled down there.
vanesa, noel and hui came down later.

on sunday
went down all the way to bishan to support kayly!!!!
oh wells. that girl won second la!!!!!!!!!!!!
hahaha. . . .. kayly wayly!!!!!
later went town again
haha. it was Vanessa's Birthday!! =))
oh well. I thought I was late.
in the end I'm the earliest la!!!! haha.
settled down.
have a nice dinner. photo taking. =))
and we went to take NEOPRINT!
ahahahahhahahaha....... feel so dumb.
vanessa! where's our photos!!! lol

haven't met up with them for so long.

really very long.

kinda miss the old gang.

=)

doodles.

2006-08-09T19:44:00.000+08:00

Just woke up at 6 something?

wonder if my black eye bags went down.

today totally doesn't feel like National Day.

well.. talked to Jessie just now for about 1 hr.
haven't been talking to her for ages.

came home quite late last ~~night~~morning.
yawns....... I'm still tired.

updates!

2006-08-07T15:47:00.000+08:00

I'm freaking tired.
I haven't slept well for the past 3 weeks!!!
feel like sleeping now.

what have I done today
reach school.. then not long later
went for breakfast.

then to level 5 and watched them dota a while.
then back to my room.

then with leo to macs to watch tv.
then to level 5 and watch them dota.

then we went to J8 to eat DING TAI FUNG!
that's how free we are.

hahaha. then we went to see kayly's shoe on display.
then to swee's house.
then watch s.h.e's mtv for a while before cabbing back to sch.

then dump my stuff here.
back to level 5 to see them dota.
then back in my room cause teacher coming.
so gotta act a while.

then went with leo for our juice break at north.
then back here again. haha.

anyway I found the Men's Pocky in Singapore!
it's $3.20 la! hahaha.
I finished one WHOLE packet just now.
and ate brownies.
damn. sinful.
fattening.
and I'm not swimming today.
cause no girls are going again. =((

should be going home to SLEEP!
I really need the sleep!

mass orgy at marina mandarin on sat!

hahaha. just joking lar.

anyway I was late that day.
I was suppose to reach by 7 plus!
in the end I reach at 8.50p.m!
and they couldn't start without me.
BECAUSE

I'm the one with the plates, forks and spoons!!!
hahahahah. -evil laughter-

anyway reached there.
we cut the cake.
then stood outside for the fireworks!!
fantastic I tell you.
well, the couples there were enjoying.
haha. fireworks lift up your spirits.

then we sat down and EAT!!!!!!!
haha. tons and tons and tons of food.
we had enough to feed 20 people?
and only 10 of us.

then time for games!!
twister!!!
and later drinking games.
chase face was damn red la!!!

then ya da ya da... can't really remember what we did.

photo taking.

we watched 2 MOVIES!!!!!!
imagine 8 people squeezing on a double bed.

the first movie was so boring I fell asleep halfway.

chasey

2006-08-04T23:37:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHASE!!

you're 21! ;)

see you later in the hotel room. . . shhh......................
hahahahhaha. love you la!

written at 10.49p.m on 4/8/2006

2006-08-04T23:33:00.000+08:00

there's some problem with blogger.
again.
hahaha.
sudden have the urge of blogging.

am ripping all the songs I want into my com
so I can put them into my PHONE!!
oh yeah! no need to buy mp3.
2-in-1
but. . ..
the battery seems to run out on me damn fast!

my table is extremely messy!
like . . what's new right?

today is the only day which I came home EARLY!
reached home at like, 7? ahaha.
well, each group was suppose to do a poster for NDP to pass up.
apparently there were NO ENTRIES!
so they had to ask the tep students to hand in a poster for each group.
haha.
at first I was proud of mine.
but after taking a lot more looks.
it looks kinda kiddy =((

after handing in the poster.
I WAS DAMN FREAKING BORED la.
somemore cicak was not there to entertain me!!
hahaha. the rest were having sharing session.

watched "The Break Up" just now.
don't like the ending.
love Jennifer's figure thou.haha.

I'm bored

2006-08-04T16:15:00.000+08:00

DON"T FEEL LIKE DOING ANYTHING!

freaking bored!

I'm tired.

2006-08-03T10:05:00.000+08:00

damn sleepy. -yawns-

and there's training in a while.....................

ahem..

2006-08-01T22:27:00.000+08:00

those who know me well enough should know I didn't write that previous entry!!
haha.

anyways I'm using my com which has a NEW hard drive and can save twice as much data!!
cool!!!!

MEN's pocky!!!!
and new shirt from Jessie!!!
can't wait!!! men's pocky pocky pocky pocky!

I've just installed the latest MSN!
freaking nice.

anyways! going to the zoo tmr with kayly wayly and swee bee cak! =))

Random thoughts

2006-08-01T17:34:00.000+08:00

Beewee is Swee Bee Cak.
Swee Bee Cak is Bee Wee.
Bee Cak is in BSU and it's killing her.
She's always hungry.
Just like me nowadays.
In the morning she'll eat Potong.
Western food for lunch.
And snacks between self proclaimed breaks.
Bee Cak is crazy.
About me.
Or was it the other way round?
Oh well I think it's me.
Ok it's me.
Cak Cak Cak.
The sound she makes everyday.
I call her Swee Bee Cak.
She'll ask me if I love her everyday.
But I never wanted to answer that.
She'll get irritated if I don't.
So here's it.
I LOVE YOU BEE WEE!
I really do.

2006-08-01T08:58:00.000+08:00

it's been long since I've updated.
even though I face a com everyday!
haha.

now I'm waiting for my friends to have BREAKFAST!
the MOST IMPORTANT meal of the day!
recently I get hungry damn easily.

life is ELDC is slack! . . so far.
well, supervisors gotta meet a client at 11a.m today
so I guess they won't be here.
and we have nothing to do.

haha. anyways half of us are not in the room half of the time.
always walking somewhere in sch.

my com is fixed!! but I lost all my stuff!! =((

Friday was the last day of CRM

2006-07-23T13:51:00.000+08:00

Friday was the last days of CRM!
the wait for 14 weeks is over.

well, there was massive photo taking the whole day.
craziness as all of us spent our last days in that centre together.

I'll miss the nonsense we get up too.
the SSC goodie bags which help brighten up our days.
the throwing of the SSC balls ard our room every now and then.

I shall now blog about Jean and Kayly.

How I will miss :

Jean falling off her chair (almost everyday). haha.
her playfulness and sometimes putting me in the most uncomfortable actions ever.
helping me get rid of my blueblack.

Kayly's random ways! haha. and her telling me to stop making calls.
her sleeping. . . . . . my sleeping partner? haha.
and kayly for curing my boredom.

I'll miss everyone. How we've bonded together in these 14 weeks.

oh wells, things always come to an end.

ELDC. I'll see u on monday with 2 days of training.

and classical 6 weeks later.

ZOO and Night Safari - remember kayly ;)

HAHA.

2006-07-21T11:15:00.000+08:00

I'm suppose to be helping Vanessa change her blogskin!

but guess what!

I END UP CHANGING MINE FIRST!

-roars with laughter!-

Im an Advocating Director

2006-07-19T10:26:00.000+08:00

About Me

You are a Director
As a DIRECTOR, you combine an unusual openness and passion for beauty and style with confidence and a down-to-earth sensibility that allow you to realize your vision.
You are practical and pay attention to the details that others tend to miss.
By focusing on what is real and concrete, you achieve more than those who always have their heads in the clouds.
When it comes to what really matters in your life, you are confident in your ability to succeed.
Having beautiful things in your life gives you pleasure and satisfaction - you have a keen eye for style.
Even when problems present themselves, deep down you know you will overcome these challenges.
When routines get too familiar, you become bored and start looking for ways to spice things up.
You are open to new types of experiences – you are not afraid to take a risk on something new.
You have a highly developed sense of taste – you know what looks good on you, in your home, and in the world at large.
You're not one to force your positions on a group, and you tend to be fair in evaluating different options.
You tend to do things on the spur of the moment, not sticking to a set schedule.
If you want to be different:
Occasionally let yourself dream a little more, even if it doesn't seem practical or efficient.

How I Relate To Others

You are Advocating
Being social, empathic, and understanding makes you ADVOCATING.
Some people find being around others exhausting—but not you! You are energized by spending time with friends, and you are good at meeting new people.
One of the reasons you enjoy conversation as much as you do is that you often learn about yourself while talking things out with a friend; you realize things about your own beliefs while discussing them with others.
You have insight into what others are thinking and feeling. This ability allows you to be happy for others, and to commiserate when something has gone wrong for them.
You are highly compassionate, and being conscious of how things affect those close to you leaves you cautious about trusting others too hastily.
Despite these reservations, you are open-minded when it comes to your worldview; you don't look to impose your ways on others.
Your sensitivity towards others' plights contributes to an understanding—both intellectual and emotional—of many different perspectives.
As someone who understands the complexities of the world around you, you are reluctant to pass judgments.
You're not one to force your positions on a group, and you tend to be fair in evaluating different options.
You tend to do things on the spur of the moment, not sticking to a set schedule.
If you want to be different:
While it's important to think about others, don't forget to take some time for yourself, and occassionally to put yourself first.
Take some time to spend with a few close friends; although it's difficult to find people to trust, it's worth the effort.
When you have great ideas, it can be hard to relinquish control, but it can also feel good to take the pressure off and enjoy someone else leading the way.

DRIVING THE SHIT OUTTA ME!

2006-07-14T00:18:00.000+08:00

I don't know if it's just me?
or it's because my 'aunty' is here.
but

you're driving me nuts!

what forge.
I don't see the need to do that.

and I don't need no papaya milk whatever shit that is.
cause my armpits are not black or dark coloured or whatever if you EVER noticed.
stop using me as examples or whatever you call it.
it's getting on my nerves since you're using it ever so OFTEN or is it ALWAYS!

I'm damn freaking pissed.

I just get home not long and all this shit is put onto me.

argh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I'm beginning to hate Pudge now.

2006-07-12T10:58:00.000+08:00

that's it!
once I start hating someone.
it's gonna take me darn long or never to like the person again.

Pudge sucks.
I can't believe people are still doing such silly things at such an age.

she told us that if we can't finish doing the surveys
she'll keep us for another week.
what the fuck..

it's already been hell in here since the 1 week measly block leave.
moreover I'm a person who will get sick of things after a while.
what more this.

I was reading chase's blog.
haha. remind me of my childhood.
and ZHAO JU!
I hate it.
I didn't even know how to read the word.
what's more know the meaning.
my friend taught me this:
just write

"lao shi jiao wo men zhao XX(the word) , wo men dou zhao."
(The teacher told us to for a sentence using XX, we formed the sentence)

something like that.
it's damn dumb cos I thought I found my way to do all the zhao ju!
I even tried it a few time.
HAHA. but obviously. no marks. =
later the teacher even told us don't ever do that again.
but better than leaving it blank what.

I can't wait till AUGUST!

MEN

2006-07-11T16:06:00.000+08:00

MY RICHARD GERE!

he is just the most handsomest (is there such a word?) guy ever!

Kwon Sang Woo! The CUTEST ever.

but . . I think he underwent plastic surgery before.

Just as requested.

2006-07-11T11:53:00.000+08:00

I'M GONNA BLOG ABOUT JEAN & KAYLY! (not according to preference)

my stomachs playing music

2006-07-11T11:41:00.000+08:00

I'm starving now.
well. not exactly starving.
I'm just hungry.
about 22 mins more to lunch time.

Did I mention that my bro and I had a pocky fest on sunday.
while sitting at the com,
we ate the pockys Jessie gave me.
Dark Choc Men's Pocky. ( don't ask me whats with the Men's)
Choc Pocky.
Strawberry Pocky.
darn nice. next time go Japan must buy.
now we're left with the melted white choc pocky at home.
haha.

oh wells, 10 more working days till I'm outta hell.
I can't wait!!! =))

Im going ELDC

2006-07-10T10:26:00.000+08:00

My next stopover is ELDC!
I'm happy I got into my choice.
BUT!
most of my crm peeps are going BSU.
so. . . it means. . .
make new friends again.
oh wells.

kayly just asked if I'm going to miss her.
YES, I will miss her.
her crazy antics and all.

my supervisors are using some don't what method to make us call.
write how many surveys done at 12.
and at 6. darn!
and she just 'urged' me to call as it's was 10.15 just now
and we have been relaxing since 9.
@#$@@!%^$%#$%@$%

sleepy.

2006-07-09T00:36:00.000+08:00

I just bathe.
my hair is wet.
sigh. troublesome.
can't sleep just yet.

went to a garage sale with my dad early afternoon.
I saw this paper (some what like those u use to wrap burgers?)
I wanted to get it.
but it's 25bucks for 3000pieces.
what am I to do with 3000 pieces if I buy?
haha.

then later cabbed to Jessie's house.
er. I was kinda late la.
I was suppose to bring her lunch.
but she was too hungry and cooked noodles!
hahahaha.
had a snacking spree!
ate all the goodies her bro brought back from Japan.
hahaha. royce's banana choc!

we watched 'hard gay' on youtube.
it's damn funny.
my gosh.
and the japanese toliet thingy.
haha. poor things.

so we were suppose to exercise.
played badminton for a while..
hahaha.
then decided to jog to punggol jetty.
the place is quite u-lu.
not very safe.
lucky nothing happened to us.

then I cabbed to East Coast.
guess what!!!

there was a phone in the cab la.
the owner called and I picked up.
motorola V3?
not fated to pick up phones.
oh wells, if it doesn't belong to u it doesn't.
haha. I wonder if the cab driver will actually return it.
He looked kinda reluctant. haha.

my aunt came back from Europe with her new born baby.
haha. the baby name is Tanya.
kinda cute. natural curly hair.
anyway all babies are cute.
mix blood.. ... .. .. .. ... .. .. . .. ..

oh wells, adults talk and talk and talk.
and I only got home not very long ago?
I'm sleepy.

weird calls.

2006-07-06T13:41:00.000+08:00

while deep in my dreamland.
I was awaken my ringing sounds.
at first.
I thought it was my phone telling me it was time to wake up.

however.

It was phone ringing... at 3.50a.m?

I was actually waiting for someone to pick up the phone.

end up I dragged myself out of bed to answer.
when I was about to answer.
I was kinda scared of some eerie stuff.

In the end.

the person didn't speak. after a few secs
the person hung up.

then the phone ring again.
I pick up.
he hang the call.
then the phone ring again.
then he hung up again.

I gave up and went back to my bed.
then the phone.
ring once.
stop.
after a while,
rung once again.
then stop.
then after a while.
ring twice.
stop.
rung twice again.
then stop.

then rung again.
then I was quite fed up then I was asking my housekeeper.
what the hell is happening.

then I took the phone and hung it.

I wonder who is that irritant.

I'm full

2006-07-05T15:49:00.000+08:00

super full.
just finish eating Tuna Sandwich.
feel so fat.
hahaha. and finish eating chocs
damn.

I'm totally in no mood to call (since when am I in the mood anyways)
I totally feel like bathing.
I feel so sweaty and sticky.
I feel a bit mean too(jas should know).

well. CRM had a treasure hunt just now.
it was.. quite fun la.
better than being stuck here.
next week there's another game to play.
well. better than nothing. lol

I have 7.5hrs of flexi leave to clear within the next 2 weeks plus.
the end of the 14 weeks is finally here.
CRMCC away I fly!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
no more stuck in this place.
boring boring place.
with the phone. god.
and doing nothing.
hopefully I'll get in ELDC.
learn flash and all.

I'll be going KL in August!
cool. shopping! haha .

and find my hula hoop

2006-07-02T00:58:00.000+08:00

at times you feel so down.
yet don't know what is the problem
what's more the solution.

stubborness is the word.
taking things for granted.
at times I wonder.
so much has been laid out on the table.
yet you looked over some.
favoured some
at the very same time neglected some.
some you use only when you need to.
some you don't even use at all.
and some
you don't even remember.

my foot is aching.

2006-07-02T00:26:00.000+08:00

I've been walking the whole day.
feet are aching.
haha. meet up with chase.
ate Ding Tai Fung for dinner.
I miss the Xiao Long Bao.
thou I still prefer the Tung Lok's branch at P.S.
that's still the best I've tasted so far.
I should go to Shanghai. lol

we spent like more than 1 hour in Art Friend.
which, to chase, wasn't really friendly.
because we had a hard time finding a ruler and glue and all
when actually we could borrow from them. haha.
after buying the materials, then started making the card or whatever you call it.
hahaha. been a long time since I did this kinda thing.

well, past few days have been quite fun.
thursday went ktv with some of my CRM team.
funny how life is.
just when everyone gets along fine with each other.
our life in call centre is going to end in 3 weeks time.
if we're lucky we'll be posted to the same stopover for the next round.
it's been great fun though.
fooling around and playing.
going crazy and mad.

was talking to chase just now.
hmm. it's been a long time since I talked those kinda stuff to people.
pouring every stinking detail out.
felt good after that.

I'm working tomorrow. =(

my old photos!

2006-06-30T11:09:00.000+08:00

My youngest days

a retarded sec 1 photo

sec 3

my stupid hair that got me into trouble.
sec 3

my days with the CRMCC peeps

HELLO!!!!

30 RANDOM Facts about Swee Bee Wee

2006-06-16T11:35:00.000+08:00

1. BW wants me to blog 50 things about her.
2. BW then reduced it to 30. haha.
3. BW Like ELLA too.
4. BW likes tanya chua.
5. BW's very cranky.
6. BW's bored most of the time.
7. BW just shake me so many times just now.
8. BW loves cup noodles.
9. BW love the msg in cup noodles so she will drop more hair.
10. BW's my bumble bee.
11. cause her name is BEE wee
12. Fatin made me realise she has 6 E's in her name.
13. BW always comes and disturb the singtel people.
14. BW is in Inbound.
15. BW's good friends are Abel, Fatin and Kayly
16. BW is such a boring person that I have nothing left to write about her.
17. haha. I was just joking.
18. that's another fact written.
19. BW loves Leisha Hailey from the L Word
20. BW bluetoothed me a cute video a few days ago.
21. BW calls me pooh
22. BW always disturb Kayly.
23. BW and Kayly are neighbours, if I'm not wrong
24. BW is going HongKong this year.
25. BW loves to play with the shredder.
26. She even went to shed TINY pieces of paper to feel good.
27. BW wants me to burn a CD of Ella's photos for her
28. BW has most probably tried all the cup noodles available.
29. BW's lighter is with me.
30. BW, you're horrible!! hahahaha

2006-06-15T10:29:00.000+08:00

I'm doing nothing again.

ah.................................................................

yesterday I went to eastpoint and returned my cds.
I'm borrowing Da Chang Jing from my friend but I so far only have part 2.
haha.
checked out the new CHALLENGER!!!
yeah!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I bought photo paper.
the 4"X6" and the credit card size.
when I went home.
I realise the credit card size doesn't support my Epson printer.
please don't ask me why I buy canon photo papers to print on Epson printers.
haha. cause I always thought that canon rocks and no other brand rocks that much.
forgive me for being naive. haha.
so now I have 100 credit card size photo paper.
and I freaking hell don't know what the hell I should do with it.
=(( I feel so dumb.

I should have checked before I bought.
and I wasted money again.
my bank is really drying up.
seriously. totally. I am broke.
wonder where all my money run to?
maybe they recently grew legs
and started running away from me cause I'm such a bad owner.
I'm always using them and giving them away and adopting new ones(change).

I can't fit into my jeans.
am I really growing that FAT.
I hope not.
I've been making the same wish whenever I see my eyelashes and blow them.
maybe blowing will blow away my wish. =(
my weight is not like that of my sec sch days.
and I'm kind of being reminded by it every now and then.

is the world that materialistic that only slim and skinny women are welcomed

dreading school

2006-06-14T09:36:00.000+08:00

I dread school.
we've been doing this calling for like...8 weeks.
this is the 9th week.
4 more weeks to go.
this is dreadful.
I seriously lack beauty sleep.
for the 1 weeks hols.
I've been sleeping.
sleeping.
and sleeping.
and it doesn't seem to be enough.

the whole school is having holidays now.
whereas the miserable us are stuck here.
having TEP.

xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

went to watch 'She's the Man' with Jas yesterday.
quite a good show.
funny and all. haha.
we were like rushing rushing to catch the 7.25p.m show.
and we ate SUBWAY. delicious!

monday's swim train was until 9p.m.
by the time I reach home it's already 10.30.
damn tired. I wish could have a whole day to sleep.

haha. there's a BEE disturbing me in here now and then.

I will not go mad

2006-06-08T01:34:00.000+08:00

I will not go mad..

I will not go mad....

I will not go MAD.............

ah! *runs around my room*

I've just gone mad...............................................................

omg. I'm so bored.
and I don't wanna sleep so early.
cause....
I ate supper.
darn! I was suppose to go on a diet.
I will have self-control!!!!!!

but I'm scared I can't control myself...

ok.. I must control!

but...

I went with my mum and we bought TEN slices of CHEESECAKE from Secret Recipe.
DARN.
I'm in so much trouble!
I shall have cold war with my fridge.
not touch it.

but how can I resist.

the cake.

sitting in a nice red box.

waiting for me to gobble it all up.

darn.

my bro got me earrings from malaysia.
how sweet of him.
hahaha. the other time he bought me one.
I didn't wear!!!!!! hahahahaha.
who knows when I'll wear this pair.

my ear

2006-06-06T01:16:00.000+08:00

my ear is super itchy!!!!
I think it's the swimming just now.
haha. I sort of learn how to plunge!
cool!!!!!!!!!!! and my ear was probably thoroughly soaked.
making it so itchy now!
argh! cannot take it!
I've cleaned it. I think? haha
it's just damn itchy.

anyway. the weekend was quite a "hectic" one.
with some events happening on friday night.
which resulted in loads of cabbing.
and I reached home at 7a.m!
haha. the time which I'm suppose to be up to go to sch!
and my mum was worried.
oh well.
then woke up at 1 plus to meet Jessie at 4 plus in suntec.
haha. we went to FOX!
I just love their shorts!!
I just love it! I'm tempted to get all the 3 current designs.
I'm mad la.
haha. we went into the exhibition for computers!
my gosh. you can hardly breathe and move.
haha. my god. with people moving BIG boxes and boxes of printer, coms... yada yada yada.

then took a bus to town!
had dinner at udon-bo?(is it what's it's called?)
scrumptious.
and I can't really recall what else we did.
shopped. then went home?

and Sunday!
I had to meet my cousin to accompany him to shop!
so down I go to town again
3 days a row in town. I'm so sick of town already.
I was too tired to walk ard.
so after dinner we went HOME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

and my dear lil bro has just gone to penang with his sch!
so lucky la! in my years of SAC where got this kind of outing one!
unfair! and now they always have overseas trip and stuff!
**** *** ****
such bad timing.
when I'm having my 1 week break!
no one to disturb.
I hope I won't have to hear so much nagging ard here.

I have to work tmr.
I'm kinda dreading it!
gosh. I've become a slacker.
but I can't stay at home all day too.
I'll just grow fat and die of obesity.
too much fats all over my body!
hahahahahaha.
what crap. ok.

pistachios

2006-06-02T15:29:00.000+08:00

here I am munching on pistachios.
I have absolutely nothing to do.
bored till the fact that I went to volunteer to call the graduates to ask then if they'll be attending the grad ceremony.
I have already read about 2/5 of my story book.

saw yao de just now.
since he ask why I never update.
I shall update again!

can't wait till 6.
I wonder how today's training will be like?
my throat's a lil sore.

2006-06-02T11:32:00.000+08:00

I'm so bored.
haha. apparently everyone isn't here!

there's only fatin and me left in this room.
hahahaha. it's totally quiet.
and a few are outside tending the inbound team's work.
cause ALL 5 of them didn't turn up!
today is like the MC day! haha.

Jas isn't here.
Shawna isn't here.
Jean isn't here.
Half of my team mates are on leave. =(

later got swimming.
then going for the late night sale(maybe)
I'll be slacking the whole day!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1

blah!

2006-06-01T08:44:00.000+08:00

I soooo wanted to blog yesterday!
BUT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
the school com just didn't wanna let me into blogger.

haha. it's thursday!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
and I'll be on block leave next week!
GREAT! FABULOUS! FANTASTIC!!!!

I'm gonna meet Dawn next week and have supper!

I've been going home late these few days!
and eating dinner out.

I suddenly have no mood.
dread...............

blood

2006-05-26T08:49:00.000+08:00

I'm bleeding excessively!
I just donated 1 pack of blood(is that how you call it)?

and when I reach home.
I found out!
AUNTY LUCY IS HERE!
darn.

anyways went to meet hui and yu jun at airport later in the night.
well, this hui. still the same!
haha. fooled ard.
nth much.

I'm having cramps now.
urgh.

I'm a souperholic

2006-05-25T08:43:00.000+08:00

souperholic: n. (traditional) 1. one who is passionate about or addicted to the aroma, taste and general wholesomeness of all things soup. 2. one who is a connoisseur and devotee of all soupy cuisines served in a bowl, traditionally with bread.

i'm so tired

2006-05-18T08:50:00.000+08:00

I'm so tired.
for the past 3 days I've been reaching home after 10.
not enough sleep.
resulting to cabbing!
sigh. money money fly away.

I shall stop cabbing after this week!
haha. I'll probably cab agn tmr.
cause I've gotta wear formal.
man. I hate formal.

oh well. about to drift into dreamsland soon.
but I just ate a really heavy breakfast just now.
sigh. mouth itchy!!!!
I've been spending a lot of money!
darn.

i'm back

2006-05-17T08:44:00.000+08:00

from hong kong that is.
actually I've been back since sunday.
but I'm so tired and lazy.
what's new right?

but I am really tired.
felt as thou I haven't rest for 2 whole weeks.
my eyes are droopy.
yest I even slept for almost 2hrs during sch time.

Hong Kong was quite nice.
the whole place was like so squeezy squashy.
everywhere you turn there are buildings, buildings and more buildings!
ate DIM SUM everyday!!!!!!!!!!!
was the best I've ever eaten.
the har gau, pau, spare ribs and stuff.
and it was cheap too.
even at abalone porridge!
I went to try the goose meat.
Delicious!
I L.U.R.V.E the food!
and the desserts! so smooth.
I personally think the people there have desserts everyday.
and even at 11 plus.
there are still tons of people on the road.
bought quite a few stuff.
a new bag! which I thought wouldn't be sold in Singapore.

BUT

I just saw it in the shops yesterday. =(

met Jessie after school yesterday cause she needed to use her voucher.
we saw Leona, Anna, Erin and Sarah . .
it's been donkey years since I've seen them.

oh well. we then headed down to P.S to get cakes from Secret Recipe.
1 for 1!
great deal! haha.

I'm really dying to get this CD by Julie Andrews.
"Julie Andrews Select Her Favourite Disney Songs"
something like that?
anyway see it PLEASE TELL ME.
I really really really really want it.
her voice is just fantastic.

2006-05-09T08:37:00.000+08:00

second day of the week
I'm damn tired.
it felt like I worked the whole of sunday.
my dad was having his birthday party.
quite a lot of people turned up.
after finish working came back and help mum.
they only left at ard 11 plus 12?

yest. went for swimming.
felt damn good. but a bit strenous.
maybe cause I haven't train for 1 week.
my arms and legs are a little tired.

my parents went off to hong kong this morning!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
2 more days! just 2 more days!

swimming!!

2006-05-02T16:03:00.000+08:00

I haven't been training properly for the past few weeks!!!!!!!
and I'm bleeding.
so I won't be able to train this thurs.
and next thurs I won't be in Sunny Island.
darn!

I bought tampons yesterday!
haha. told Jessie I'll go try it out.
I read the instructions and all.
Kinda complicated.
they even had drawings to show you which hole to put it in.
oh well.
they said
" Please remove at the end of your period."
I mean. How can people forget.
some people might think I'm dumb and all.
well, I'm sorry for not being as smart at you.

bored again.

2006-05-02T15:33:00.000+08:00

omg!
it's only 3.32 and I'm hungry
I had a heavy lunch with rice and all at 12.
feel like a pig.

I'm going to Hong Kong next week!!!!!
oh yea!!! I can't wait and all.
I'll be sitting the plane alone to meet my parents there!
all because I've got to collect the Famous Amos cookies on wed and pass it to all u guys!
Thanks for buying from guys!
really appreciate it!

In order to spend MORE in Hong Kong.
I've gotta save.
but today doesn't seem like a good day cos I just blew off 10buck during lunch.
so much for saving!
I'm determined!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
from tomorrow! NO MORE JUNK!

sch is so bored that I slept for quite a while just now.
just woke up less than 1 hour ago?
that's how bored this gets.
we were suppose to get new numbers to call at 2.
apparently. there's none.
maybe the teacher came in to say something just now.
but I guess I was sleeping my life away. . . . . . .. . .. .. .

I'm bleeding . .
that's explains my mood swings.
oh well. I get irritated some individuals of the opposite sex.
I don't know if it's just me or what?
sigh. I'm indulging on dark chocs.

it's monday again!

2006-04-24T08:51:00.000+08:00

2 week of CRM!
I'm counting down.

anyway, I thought of something last night.

before you get married.
you only have 1 name:
eg. Denise

when you get married.
you have 2 names:
Hubby/Wife and Denise

when you have a child.
you'll have 3 names:
Mum/Dad, Wife/Hubby and Denise

when you're child has a child, your grandchild.
you'll have 4 names:
Grandma/Grandpa, Mum/Dad, Wife/Hubby and Denise

and if I include my surname.
even better! haha. I'm so bored.
work hasn't started yet.

I thought I saw someone who looked like Vincent just now.
well, haven't seen or talked to him since like, Sec 2.
haha. the old days.

i'm awake!

2006-04-22T11:47:00.000+08:00

slept for like 11 hours!
my battery has been recharged.
thou I don't think I'll be doing any much talking.
saving my voice.
yest. after sch!
I could hardly speak.
when I talk for a while.
then I feel the strain and stuff.
kinda terrible.
and my boss wanted me to work today!
impossible la!

he asked me if I'm going for work tmr.
I wish I could say no.
haha. oh wells.
I think I should be well by tomorrow.
my mum made me some thing.
gosh. I don't feel like drinking it!!!!!!!

I drank at least 2.5litres of liquid yesterday, drank!

I'M SO LETHARGIC

2006-04-21T13:47:00.000+08:00

PARDON ME FOR MY CAPS
BUT I'M TOO LAZY TO PRESS THAT BUTTON CAUSE I HAVE TO TYPE MY DATA ALL IN CAPS.

MY NOSE IS BLOCKED.
HAHA. I'M TO TIRED TO TALK.
MAINLY CAUSE I'M LOSING MY VOICE,
MY AUNT THINKS IT'S THE MANGOES I'VE BEEN EATING EVERY SINGLE DAY.
BUT IT'S SO DELICIOUS!
WHO CAN RESIST.
I HAVE THIS SEXY VOICE NOW.
WHICH IS STRAINED CAUSE I USED SO MUCH FORCE TO TALK TO THIS GUY JUST NOW.
HIS BACKGROUND WAS SO NOISY.
IF IT WASN'T FOR THE FACT THAT I'M MEETING JING LATER.
I WOULDN'T EVEN COME TO SCH.
I'LL WASTE ANOTHER MC DAY.
SIGH. I WANNA SLEEP!
I'M SO LAZY TO DO.
THIS IS GETTING BORING.
DOING THIS FOR 14 WEEKS.
I WISH I CAN BRING MY BABY PILLOW AND COMFORTER AND SLEEP RIGHT HERE.
RIGHT NOW. ON THE FLOOR.

WITH MY NOSE RUNNING LIKE CRAZY.
I'LL PROBABLY NEED TO BRING A HUGE BAG OF TISSUES TO MEET MY NOSEY'S NEEDS.

I FEEL LIKE SHITTING. BUT I THINK I DON'T HAVE ENOUGH ENERGY TO ******* AHEM U KNOW.

I FEEL LIKE SLEEPING.

it's only been the first week of sch.

2006-04-20T21:54:00.000+08:00

and I have been late on the 2nd day.
and today (4th day) I'm late.

haha. my teacher probably thinks i'm notorious or something.
but I'm such an angel. haha. whatever.

one sad thing,
I MISSED SWIMMING TODAY.

oh, my in charge is Ms J. Khoo.
hahaha. and she loves 'J' so much.
so all our group happen to have a Joel, Jessie and Jacintha.
so they're our leaders.
what a cute teacher.
anyway I do find her adorable!!!!!!!!!!!!!
and so nice. or well, for now.
let's not judge ppl so fast.

I made lasagna for dinner.
it was quite alright.
though my potatoes weren't v. cooked.
but alright for a first timer trying. eh?
haha. my voice is going soon.
ah............................

bored in school

2006-04-18T13:45:00.000+08:00

nothing to do!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I've done nothing the whole day!

I start school at 8.30a.m and guess what!

I WOKE UP AT 8.10a.m!
THREE CHEERS FOR ME!!
HURRAY!

I was so dead!
rushed to school and reached there at 8.41a.m!
am 11 mins late!

and even better!
once I'm more than 16 mins late.
I'll have a warning letter!
hahaha.
how great this is for the 2nd day of school.

I've been doing nothing but online the whole day!
guess I'll definitely be blogging more often.

for the tele-survey!
I'll have to do it in MANDARIN too!
haha. dawn will just love my chinese!
my script is filled with han yu pin yin!
haha
I wanna sleep.
after practising calling yesterday.
i'm diagnosed with "bad sore throat"
and my sinus!!!!!!!!!!!!!

suffering

TEP!

2006-04-12T01:53:00.000+08:00

Teaching Enterprise Project!

I'll be doing customer service!
hmmm. sounds familiar eh?
haha. I don't mind actually.
customer service IS a very important in today's society.
so, having experience now might give me an upper hand in the future.
great! I was so glad with sy in the same group!
in the end we were seperated!
so sad. but nvm! haha. everything happens for a reason.
I'll be doing some Singtel Project!
well I hope I'll learn loads of things!

I'm having training tmr!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
aiya! gotta report at 9.15a.m.
I wonder what time it will end.
I wanna go to my book fair at expo!!

hmm. sometimes I really don't feel like talking.
somethings is better kept to urself rather than . . . . .

tu duh!

2006-04-11T00:26:00.000+08:00

I'M STARTING SCHOOL TOMORROW!!!!!

YAY~

2006-04-07T16:31:00.000+08:00

my internet is back!
great! haha.

I went swimming with Jingyi today.
I'd always love a swim.
haha.
I've got many things to say.
but don't know where to start.

well, school unofficially starts next week for me.
Not that I'm actually dreading it.
just the early morning calls.
gotta be in sch by 8.30 every single day.

which means.
waking up at 6.30 if i'm gonna take the train!
and 7.15 if i'm taking cab!
I'll refrain from taking cab!
hahaha. I hope I have the will power.

I hope I'll have the will power to stay in swimming.
I seriously think I need to lose some weight.
Oh well.
I seriously need will power.
haha. It's boring at home.
I wanna go holiday
I wanna go out!

Yours, Mine & Ours

2006-03-23T02:23:00.000+08:00

I watched that movie!
it's super funny
a real great show to watch
wow. if I really had that many siblings.
I really wouldn't mind.
all the fun and mischief we'll get up too.
hahaha. maybe next time I'll have loads of children.
haha. well, maybe. haha.

met up with vanessa today!
we ate pastamania.
the pizza was DELICIOUS!
don't know if be'cos it was really delicious or the fact that we were super hungry!
Plaza Singapore . . or is it Plaza Singapura?? anyway the place has changed a lot.
Loads of new shops and all.
Was quite fun today.
I spent a lot of money again.
this is bad. haha. really bad.
SELF-CONTROL!
hahahahahah

anyway was on my way home.
there was this stupid ah pek who kept looking at me!
gross!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
freak him la.
giving me some kinda stupid smile.
what the hell.
DISGUSTING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I ate my Waffles!!!!!!!

2006-03-16T01:55:00.000+08:00

I've eaten my waffles!
sense of satisfaction!!!!!
delicious!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
but sinful thou!
hahaha

I've gotten back my results!
Mostly Bs!
Great!!!!!!!!!! Lovely!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
hahahah. Happy!

new blog

2006-03-15T14:36:00.000+08:00

my new blog!
gawd!
old blog's don't know what crashed or something.

I felt like blogging!
so I'm back here again at blogspot.
I was suppose to meet my friend at 4 plus 5.
now it turns out to be 6 plus.
knowing her. god know exactly what time we'll meet up.
probably 7 plus?
I hate to be such a spoilt sport.
I just hate it when I've got the feeling.
It's irritating.

I've been slacking at home for the past many many days.
haha. I still have my craving for Gelare's waffles!
aw....... if I can just have a bite.........
it'll be heaven. for now. haha

I think Myolie Wu is damn pretty.
omg! super pretty.
she got so much character .
she seems to have almost everything.

I'm so into cantonese now.